Catharsis

Talked to a friend about a major issue that has been bearing down on me. It has always been a thorn on my side but recently, it’s becoming too much of a burden. I am at a crossroad. I needed another perspective just to be sure that I’ll be taking the best path.

So we talked, or rather I mostly talked, ranted, and whined. As a bonus, I was made to see some of my own shortcomings in the scheme of things and some suggestions on maybe making things better.

I don’t pour out often and it felt like a great weight came off my shoulder. Even if it is probably only temporary and I still can’t see which path, it was still pure relief.

And no, I wasn’t drunk.

you and me

long before you
there was me
then you came
and changed me

now you’re far
i’m me again
don’t you worry
just being me

it wasn’t you
don’t blame you
it was me
and only me

Douglas McGregor’s XY Theory

There’s this theory by Douglas McGregor on the the fundamental approaches to management:

  • Theory X
    • The average person dislikes work and will avoid it he/she can.
    • Therefore most people must be forced with the threat of punishment to work towards organizational objectives.
    • The average person prefers to be directed; to avoid responsibility; is relatively unambitious, and wants security above all else.
  • Theory Y
    • Effort in work is as natural as work and play.
    • People will apply self-control and self-direction in the pursuit of organizational objectives, without external control or the threat of punishment.
    • Commitment to objectives is a function of rewards associated with their achievement.
    • People usually accept and often seek responsibility.
    • The capacity to use a high degree of imagination, ingenuity and creativity in solving organizational problems is widely, not narrowly, distributed in the population.
    • In industry the intellectual potential of the average person is only partly utilized.

The theory X would require an authoritarian management style. While theory Y would probably require no management at all! However, I think the reality is somewhere in between. People actually want to work for reasons of their own. But not everyone are as mature or capable as theory Y would posit them to be. It thus boils down to the congruence of people’s and the organization’s objectives as well as a level of management intervention appropriate to the maturity and capability of the individuals in the organization. That is the value of the XY Theory (and most other management theories for that matter), it articulates bounds to approaches to management.

The Soul Of A New Machine

I finished migrating all (I hope) of my data from Selene, my personal Thinkpad X22, to Ilsa, my new office Thinkpad T60. The migration itself was rather painless but then again, I’ve done it quite a few times already.

So far everything seems to be running well and I don’t seem to be missing any data. But to be sure, I’ll be monitoring the data next week before I completely sanitize the copy on Selene. We don’t want anyone finding incriminating evidence now, do we?

I actually much prefer carrying and using the smaller and lighter Selene but I’ll be lending her to a dear friend of mine who will be going to the US for a month. He doesn’t have a notebook and being the nice person that I am I volunteered to lend him one. Hahaha.

I, of course, I have another, more pragmatic, reason. I’m again dabbling into software development and the X-series was not really designed for such things. The T-series, on the other hand, is a real problem-solving, number-crunching, data-processing machine so it should help things go faster.